Wednesday, May 12, 2010
hahas, teacher computer got self destructed so here i am blogging! actually nothing much to say though.
lets see, firstly i noticed i miss netball and secondary school badly lot. and for my science course, its no different as studying in a jc! its driving me nuts. canoe training is getting interesting as days passed, and i hope i can be in a bonded team. as for class, my class is quite haywire. and i got no comments. because different kind of people is starting to surface. as usual.
sickening!
luckily i did not forgive you there and then.tolerate myself, thats what i thought, but i cant bring myself to do it.
@3:22 PM
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Friday, May 7, 2010
woots!
i realised, among all my modules i love COMISS the most. somehow the teacher keep talking about things that really truly totally relates to my life. the past, that is. move on thats what she taught me to. and somehow she also made me realise actually that past was somehow not a mistake, that was the right decison i made.
last week lesson was on IDENTITY. on how people are willing to do all sorts to please another party, till the extent that they are willing to disfigure their face and all. stupid huh? thats what a lot of my classmates think too, but they did not realise that when they are the 1 getting hurt, they would also result to anything to keep that person that they love deeply by their side. but teacher ask this, " do you think they deserve it?" instantly the answer in my mind is no.
i chose to sacrifice my life once and thats it. i cannot continue living in self-pity.
today lesson was on presentation. she told a story and its similar to mine. yes, both of us were lucky that we did not gave up that opportunity which was much better, and yup. i am off to buying food with cherry. yumyum
@5:16 PM
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