Monday, March 29, 2010
woots... now its like i prefer to go read other people blogs but not bother about mine. since my life is getting more and more miserable as days pass and despite wanting to type it down i fear everytime i turn back those good memories will hold me on.
i hope you will never ever find this out, but it is just that i am trying so hard to contradict myself(the previous sentence) that sometimes it get so much out of hand. even now i think it is time to let go, though things have not started. i was telling myself when i was on my way back home today to forget you completely because everything
seem so impossible,
actually it is impossible. but when your message came. it was short, sweet and terribly nice. i tried controlling but i failed and poof i think i make you annoyed. grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrgh, dumb me.
just what should i do????
i know i can never match up no matter how hard i try. so should i try? and it's because of this that make me hate myself more, because it is something i can never change of myself despite everything i do. if not the batlle will not end before it even started :( sobas for another part of work, come on. this is life. sorry but i just can't bring myself to see you the way like how i used to see you. and maybe know your limits. because i am so bo chap already.
besides that,
MUMMUY EMILY gave me
SOMETHING AWWWWWWWWWWWWW SUPER CUTE! and she was super thoughtful to gave
us the same character. heehee(: not :(
and why is it so hard to find a place that serve halal steamboat? gosh i am seriously going bonkers. someone anyone just please save me!
isn't there a chance for me?not even a teeny weeny one?
@4:50 PM
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