Enigmatico

Sunday, January 31, 2010

i need a large large large large large chocolate fondue to satisfy my craving badly :(

i found a secret! my sister is obsess with thomas. lol. yesterday when we went out all the guys she saw resembles thomas, to her. hahas. this is freaky!

coco exotic yummilicious

@5:31 PM
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Friday, January 29, 2010

hallo! (:

was so busy with work these few days. worked at flextronics for 4 days already!

1st day FREAKED me out! so awkward and robotic. no one to talk to. my mouth was itching badly to speak! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! my heart went screaming madly. almost everyone there was dao! even when i tried to offer a helping hand to this stranger. sobsob. heehees

at least on the 2nd day managed to make 2 new friends (: so now i can just exercise my mouth.

3rd/ 4th day was pure slacking at work. stock take with madam and things went fast but not very smooth since we seemed to be blacklisted by the office. anyway the best thing is we got paid for taking nap and 'he lots of cha'. madam and me talked super lot. netball, cat in the face, food, bai ma wang zi and even our secondary school toilet bowl!

anyway as usual everyone thought i was ' xiao di' but i wasn't bothered by it. however it's quite hilarious to see their expression after they find out. hahas.

hettyhetty where are you going?!?!

hallo
sa-mon
sord
e-k-ear
FUN-tastic hahas

i want to own TOPMAN!

@10:51 PM
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Thursday, January 21, 2010

heehee... today is quite a relaxing and wonderful da-ay :) hahas

but still almost fell asleep quite a few times.

wooots now at alicia house having free hilarious entertainment.

thanks aunty anne.

lalalalalalalala don't angry la

@8:47 PM
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woots... last night met 2 really kind souls and joined by another 1 later on, quite surprising. it started off:" excuse me, can i have a few minutes with you?" hahas. we talked about so much stuff. they sound so true even i can't help it but believe them. it turn out one of them had a sad history like me who ended up turning to jesus for her sins and sorrow. come on, if that person don't want you it's that person lost because you are super nice (: anyway, being the talkative me i also shared with them lots of my life rubbish. but they were kind enough to listen. sorry guys. they said i am blessed by jesus and they even prayed for me! so touched. we chat for 1 whole hour. lols

halfway during the talk saw micheal, danette, terrence and cherry celebrating jun xin's birthday!!! but he was still quite upset, BECAUSE HIS BEST FREIND THOMAS NEVER WISH HIM HAPPY BIRTHDAY! oh hoh! at least i did. hahas.

parents blew off when i reach home. they gave me 30 miss calls plus alicia's 4 miss calls. lols. but i wasn't angry at all, cause I WAS JUMPING WITH JOY HYSTERICALLY! (:(:(:(:(: hahas. kept laughing to myself like a retard while receiving unexpected messeges. you never fail to make me laugh. even you are concerned if i am home or not! (: surprisingly sweet.

straight through my heart you just shot me!

@9:27 AM
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Saturday, January 16, 2010

yesterday was quite a day. as usual supervisor gave me 7 miss call, but i still could not wake up. hahas. too bad. anyway, i woke up at 9+ to arrange my 12 decision. dad was bugging me to choose mjc. like hello, which jc in the world would ever want me when all i could do is play netball. anyway, i took 4 hours to arrange the choices.

after that i rush off for junior's training (: it never fails to make me enjoy! anyway manage to chat with elisya and rachel.
et- elisya: thanks a lot :)
et- rachel: come on don't be affected! so unlike you kiddy.

went home and got scolded by dad profusely. so ass. out of anger i decided to leave house to fetch sis and LUCKILY LUCKILY I BROUGHT MY HANDPHONE (: HAHAHAS. da lung da lung da lung da lung da lung (:

you are funny! i take it as a compliment (:
even though it was all haha i heard, but it still got into my heart.
29:37 i hope it's not the last.

wo zai deng yi ge ren

@5:37 PM
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Tuesday, January 12, 2010

yesterday collecting of results was ohmybloodyshit nervous. almost cried my ass out. anyway, after seeing it was still quite surprised, with so little As ):

you really pissed me off. i got no idea what is your problem. i don't know what's on your mind but i advise you to open your eyes wide and see deeper then maybe then you will realise that --- is a @#$%^*! and don't be so nice to me because you are just giving me hope.

i feel sorry for you

@10:34 AM
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Thursday, January 7, 2010

i am in a dilemmA :(

@11:49 PM
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Wednesday, January 6, 2010

yesterday was quite a day for me. anyway, thanks to hetty, thomas and virgil gang, with the rest that attended. junhao lydia and jerin, the bbq was great.

dad bugging me to eat. got to go.

should i do what i feel like doing? i am just confused. how?

@10:10 AM
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Monday, January 4, 2010

sigh.... can't even sleep last night. was busy in a dilemma what to do and feeling sad because i can't go back to school :( i miss school lo. thought back about how the 4 years had past so fast.

1st year- went to school like a nerd. brought many storybooks to keep myself entertained. scared i have no friends. 1st friend i made was zhi ying then deborah because of her long kung-fu traditional hair. after cca was announced we clicked with other netballers in our class too. and the 1st outsider i talk to was the girl with white spots on her face, while we were discussing how to do the retarded drill. zz change our seating arrangement and i came to meet alicia.

2nd year- actually i can't remember much. no actually that year was one of the most impactful time of my life. i was juggling studies with tampines mart. maybe afterall, it doesn't mean much to me now. if i bother then we would still be friends. but who cares. oh and i remembered i got top in class for science too :) i mugged like crazy because i made a pact with a wise old friend=atticus to get into the same class. good things come to an end fast. now i don't feel anything. don't know why either. maybe i am being numbed already. hahas. like THE MUMMY!

3rd year- getting to know lydia and yam. form an alliance. the anti-hantu alliance. lols. damn hilarious. also made friends with constance and shermaine. upon changing places, get to meet hetty and gang. hahas. and followed by our class most exaggerating mr universe with his squad of gentlemen :) not forgetting netball was tough that year with no medals. it was also a sad year for my friend and i. but i think it was much worse for her, since it was the starting of a wild goose chase.

4th year-started crapping with joyce hetty and yam. nearer to 'os' so we were all going bonkers. almost gave up english. but there was still kind souls helping me out. and chinse oral turn out to be astonishing. but true colours of certain classmates started surfacing. *shake head* i was led into the world of confusion. last month of the year then i realised i should not be emotionally attached to anyone so easily. and now i am close to my aim, being myself. JUST MYSELF. the blablablublu-self that WE once worked for. that's what i think caused this.

i really don't know what to say to you.
if you really treasure this friendship in the 1st place, then why am i feeling you are not?

so much for my happy ending.

@9:06 AM
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Sunday, January 3, 2010

wooooohoo (:

yesterday met up with the 'teng' family and ate like crazy. burp. food was yummy-licious! and the most frequent question asked was "so... where do you wana go? poly? jc?" i replied "maybe ITE?" anyway, dreamt that i got E8 for english. if it's for real i shall migrate to malaysia and learn malay. but i will only accept 1 person as my teacher (:

today straits time i read about an article regarding friendships... the main part was describing why true friendship should be as thick as water and not as thick as honey. chim. but what it meant was true.

i lost my cards ): so sad. it contained so many memories. at least the nice part of you is inside. nevermind. it's time i shall accept the cruelty of the real world.
anyway, i am not important to you be it a friend or whatsoever. but i really meant those words that i had said, so i am putting those words into action.

oh my popo like my hair. HILARIOUS. she ask my sisters to cut them too. funnyfunnyfunny.

take your sweet sweet time.... i'll be here if you change your mind
the song is great.

@2:10 PM
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