Enigmatico

Sunday, November 29, 2009

i think person A is feeling terrible now. my instinct.
chances come and go. its a regret that person A let it flew by. so now he have to suffer it alone. and maybe that will make person B happier? i guess so. actually i also don't know.

your 1 word 'okay' tells it all
did not expect things will turn out this way

@4:39 PM
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Saturday, November 28, 2009

i feel like writing a story and this is how it goes....

once upon a time, person A met person B. they managed to click and became friends. from just normal friends who spend their time chatting and laughing to best friends till which they saw the true, embarrassing side of each other. the unglam side when one of them cried over losing someone they loved and treasured most. the disgusting part where they shit together(in different cubicle of course) and burped at each other after having meals together. as time passed, more hilarious incidents came about, at escalators and even in-front of a donut shop.

both person A and B come from totally different world. 1 just want peace while the other was harder to please. 1 was smart while the other was opposite- not having any common sense. 1 has low self-esteem, while the other tries to have confidence, puts a brave front and act humble. there is many many more. but despite these, or maybe its because of the difference that make them friends.

person A always worrying if B is unhappy or angry or whatsoever. trying to help or please B. listening to whatever B said. A thought it was nothing, just normal. so A kept his feelings to himself maybe it was just passing-by. B was curious wanted to know what A was thinking, but after a while B lost interest. that kind of makes A sad, A took it that B did not have the same feelings towards him too, since B has a lot of admirers that was much more qualified than A. but what to do its life.

personal opinion. maybe A should stop being nice to B. and not friends anymore? that will see if A has the courge to do it then.

you've seem to be a total stranger to me.

@6:11 PM
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Thursday, November 26, 2009

my life is packed these days, with all the hard work. don't even have time to catch up with some important beings. hope they don't mind.

my cousins paid me a visit last sunday, one of them was a 5-year old boy. when his sister asked him to greet me jiejie he argued saying i was korkor. they did not know i was listening to their conversation, so they went arguing insisting what they thought i was, while i was laughing non-stop. their mum said i looking more like my dad. but my hair is freaking long already lo.....

things are boring these days....

@10:49 AM
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Saturday, November 21, 2009

prom was amazing. initailly it was boring with pineapple and his last speech in prcs, i was on my way to dreamland. so i decided to give hetty a call for fun and the lady beside me kept asking me if her make up was alright and stuff. so not too bad. dinner was so so. others bores me too. everyone went high in the end, with the dancing and the nice nice songs. prom pics have to wait.

after that went to proceed to movie with tom and hetty. the injustice thing is my daddy rather trust tom than me! anyway, at least in the end i still managed to watch the movie but with a (37325) unknowingly. but nvm. the show was hilarious how i wish i was as superb as the lady in martial arts and have the brains so i can kick your ass and crushed that bloody heart of yours.

hmmm, nopes. on second thought, better if i keep my hands clean from a pest like you.

have been working for 1 week. i am feeling alright with all the unhappiness and attitude given by my colleagues. anyway, its not my fault that the manager arrange things that way. but if 1 day i am resigning the reason would be because of the PROBLEMATIC RICH PEOPLE WHO ORDERS FOOD BUT DO NOT COMPLETE EATING THEM! SO FRUSTRATING! AND THE FOOD ARE WASTED! HOW I WISH I COULD GO OVER AND KNOCK SOME SENSE INTO THE ARROGRANT BRAIN OF YOURS. THERE IS SO MANY AFRICAN PEOPLE DYING AND YET THESE PEOPLE ARE THROWING FOOd. HOPE 1 DAY YOU STARVE TO DEATHE!

maid is gone. so now i need to do housework ): my duty would be to wash toilet, clean furnitures and some other i dont know what! ahhhhhhhh, later my hands not smooth already. ok, thats so unlike me.

hey guys any suggestions? should i cut my hair into a spiky form? i look weird and messy now. or should i keep it a teeny weeny bit longer so that i could change a new hairstyle. i am in a dilemma.

i shouldnt see you but i cant move i cant look away

@12:38 PM
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Sunday, November 15, 2009

forever everything is my fault. what the hell. cant you just give me a chance to explain?

how i wish...

@10:52 PM
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Friday, November 13, 2009

FINALLY THE FREAKING IRRITATING O LEVEL IS OVER!

PHEW...finally (: it is over. though it was gone within 3 weeks but 4 memorable years just flew passed me. i managed to learn so many many many things. so unbelievable. i think that changed me a lot tooo.

this year was generally a bad year for me. i guess, its only after this year that i truly understand several things in life. the things that can harm and

bring you happiness but on the other hand it can kill you too.

EXAMPLES:

STUDIES: its a DUH! that studies bring you joy and kill you too. so irritating, at least no studies for now (:
FRIENDSHIP: when i first went to the class i thought it would be great, getting to know new friends and at that time i thought 'friends' were lovely but sadly its not all of them. in the beginning it was all fun but slowly i realise the true colours of some people. it pissed me off greatly. ( its like why say you are a friend of me when in your heart its not that way?)..................................................BUT I CANT DENY SOME REALLY TAUGHT ME A LOT, BEING THERE FOR ME WHEN I NEEDED THEM (just like atticus) AND TRYING TO CHEER ME UP. if it wasnt for you, probably i am dead by now by all the unlucky things i had meet this year.
LOVE: no need for any elaboration. we live in a realistic world, not always a happy ending... and maybe a NEVER happy ending.

OHMYGOD! kim bum favourite football star is CRISTIANO RONALDO! (:

anyway, that is random. prom is coming soon. that jun hao advises me to wear dress!!! and he commented that i will look nice. junhao on that day your eyes will be on someone else and i think your nice referring to someone else lo! hahas. ok, joking. dont take it to heart. guess after prom the only way to suan you is through blog. heeheehees!

i wanna dress like.... :)

ima ask you one time if you got a man? can iiiiiiiii ?

@2:35 PM
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