Friday, September 4, 2009
woots....
went to see doctor again. this time is back problem. it was a male doctor, WESLEY. super small size! he was sitting on a wheel chair and wanted to test the strength of my body. so i turned my waist, while he was holding it to see if there was any difference in my muscle tension. i turned and his wheelchair and him swayed side to side. i can't stop giggling! and the trainee had to stable him! he did a few experiments with my body and while he was away with his own stuff i approached the trainee and asked her a few stuff. she told me that in order to get into the physio area, i have to go jc for 2 years and proceed to nanyang poly and then overseas 1 year. and i have to learn all 3 sciences! worst of all, it is the only route to my ambition.
=_= there goes my wish of being able to stop studying and fulfilling the promise between me and twinnie and many many more...howhowhowhowhowhowhowhow :(and now i am in the deepest state of DILEMMA! god, just someone or anyone, can anybody please help me?????!!!!!geeeeeez, just what am i suppose to do. the trainee said its tough but life will be good after that. you think so? will things really be great, despite after sacrificing another few more years to get both a diploma and degree? can i even cope with the bio in jc life. she said it will be tough. goshgoshgosh. there is so many how going on my head! this is terribly depressing.
just what should i do?
i realise something, my tagboard consist of hetty and me only. thanks buddy! :]
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