Friday, August 14, 2009
I have lots of things to say, lots of things to tell, lots and lots of many other things to say. But it just seemed like nothing can be phrased out. The feelings just can’t seem to be expressed. No words can describe my feelings. Confuse. Dumb. Retarded. Useless. Every time, everything I do just seem to be wrong.
I just don’t understand why is it every time something that I want something I can’t have it. Yes, though I may not deserve it, but can’t I at least have some happiness. All I can say is that life is so unfair. But I did not expect that unfairness will be till this extent.
Its ok if you hate me or dislike me, you do not need to treat me like this. That’s the nicest thing I heard. Its logical. If you, do not like that person, not necessarily must you hurt that person. actually, its usually those that you are closest to you that hurt you the most... that you thought would always be there for you whenever you need them, or fulfill a promise that they made, but they fail to.
i thought you are different, at least from the rest.but seems like it is too early to judge.
@3:35 PM
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