Friday, July 17, 2009
HEYHEY! its been 2 weeks since i last posted, i guess. life was incredibly sucky! with my days packed with OHMY lots of homework and tests that are so demoralising! :(:(:( so sad. did not do well in any of the test! worst of all, mrs wong keep saying that i am getting worse:( how am i just going to make it better?! so tough. so lost. so confuse. no idea what to do..... i know i should start working but............... i don't feel like it. so fed up with life!
hetty turn over a new leaf, zena busy studying hard, me- sick of life. i realise something, in me it just seem like i do not have a positive light. but just darkness surrounding me.
GLAD THAT THOSE FRIENDS ARE THERE WHEN I NEED THEM:) but its just me. i am just seriously determined to step out of the old eunice!
I @#$%-ING DON'T BELIEVE THAT I CAN'T BE CONFIDENT OF MYSELF IN EVERYTHING I DO! I AM GOING TO SHOW THOSE WHO LOOK DOWN ON ME! WAIT AND SEE! hmmmm, actually got a lot to say. but kinD of forget, since i am so dumb. can't seem to remember anything. anyway, kind of upset over this certain thing- i seriously thought that since i tried my best to show you all the respect and treating you so important it seems like you are just making use or can't be bothered with me! yes you WERE once important. but now i think that you are just some bastard because it seems like you, yourself don't mark your words! when once, you made yourself seemed so nice and did everything for our sake!
( for your info- not referring to anyone from PRCS)there's lot of questions swirling in my mind
- how's your life?
- though i don't dare, but should i ? or later on?
- what's your 1st impression of me?
- is it possible?
- why like this?
- are you happy?
- maybe it's just my luck ah?
thats not all... but oh well there's to many to type out.
i was stupid i was foolish, but not now. because everyone has their flaws. and i bet you have more than me:)
one step back at a time
@7:41 PM
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