Monday, June 1, 2009
HOLY LOBSTER... screw up mother paper. i guess i have to sit for the paper again on november:( how pathetic. and the compre passages were about having confidence and positive thinking. though they encouraged us to have confidence, the paper is like holy difficult and they expect us to be have a positive mindset. its like, giving me perfume to not stink but i already and still stink like hell. (sorry, it just came to my mind. no offence) but nevermind shall concentrate on other things now- like what i should play during the holidays? lols so not coming true... :(
last few days had been thinking lots of stuff. about my past and my sooooo-not-bright future. whats past was past. managed to let it go deep down in the tiniest corner of my heart already. though sometimes it struggle to leak out of the puny hole, i will still step and stuff it all back in:) but after what my tutor had said, i am wondering should i take his advised route
---DPA TO POLY, TAKE UP SPORTS SCI, DO WELL, GET SCHOLARSHIP, THEN HEAD TO AUSTRALIA FOR DEGREE AND THEN BECOME A PHYSIOTHERAPIST WHOM CAN EARN BIG $$$! then can provide for my parents and lead a happy life....
BUT THERES SO MANY THINGS TO SACRIFICE! MY CULLINARY COURSE:( MY DEAR FRIENDS WHO ARE HEADING INTO ALL SORTS OF DIFFERENT DIRECTIONS... WISH I KNOW THE ANSWER! any advice from those out there? regretted not pursuing my passion for basketball and go to ngee ann or anglican which was my dad's wishes. thus now i am having second thoughts if i should just go tjc and vjc because he wants to see me in there. somehow a part of me felt guilty and bad abouth then. but another me wants the sports poly route too... why not let there be another choice- the route to heaven? hahas
lifes full of hard decision to make- you and everything
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