Thursday, June 18, 2009
ahhhhhhhhhhhhh! i just don't understand adults! my parents have been quarrelling lately again. so irritating. last night have more commotion then before- throwing of stuff, slamming, locking and kicking of doors which results in falling and injuries...
WHAT THE BLOODY HELL! mum being nice, help my dad handle his shop's account but dad being lazy ASSSSSS! failed to give her the necessay documents then resulting in naggings and this whole eruptions! i wanted to give him a punch but held back. he is a guy, then why can't he just apologise since he was the 1 at fault? reason is simple: he is an
EGOISITC man. wait a minute, all guys are practically egoistic except... yi sheng, and not just my dad. maybe its just me.
morning dad dragged me out of bed to call my mum, not for apologies but instead he demanded for his documents. firstly- he being not very smart and hot-tempered should not have agitate mum, for my mum know so much more than him around the house. secondly- my mum knows good hiding places to hide stuff, which i still always managed to find them:) thirdly- its his document, he should be intelligent enough to have his own copy. weird.
dad get so annoyed and started saying his not coming home and filing for divorce. the reason he was willing to stayed so long with my mum was because the birth of me... why of all people me?! #$%@ anyway, all i can say is his dumb if he wants to leave the house, its his lost.
i am now the messenger between them..... have to pass message and ask questions for them. anwers all my sisters quetions about them. this is the duty of being the eldest in this bloody family. i am just tired. the guy should always be the 1 who gives in! my dad is lucky, even though he hurt my mum so much she still love him.
but even when some1 never fails and give in to his partner everytime, he still lost her and got damaged. life is just unfair.THANKS HIPPO for being there for me last night when i need someone to talk to till almost 1.30:) really enjoyed talking to you. you cheered me up! hope you will be able to see this:) i will be your elephant, monkey and never-ending tissues whenever you feel down! hahas.just want to make your day:)
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