Wednesday, May 20, 2009
for the 2 recent days in school, we spend our time taking back our results and going through the papers. many of them did well. but for me this is such a demoralising mid-year! don't seem to have any A's:( sobs. now i am seriously wondering if there is even hope for me to make it to poly. die. all my parents hopes are on me... worst of all, mother tongue 'o' levls is like in another 1 week time.
these few days i was wondering if such thing as fate and miracles do exist and happen in our lives or not. if i do see this person somewhere at some time does it necessarily mean that it was fate that brought us together thus we will meet. is it also that all our paths in life has been drawn crossing each other, so no matter if i know or don't know you as a friend we will still meet and there is a purpose and significance that you are there? and if things between us can proceed on from there does it mean that fate brought us together? or is it just coincidence? coincidence that brought me and my fellow friends and classmates together? coincidence that i managed to get into 4/9? maybe it could be a miracle too... miracle which i have never got a chance to experience- wonderful moments which gave a twist to my life. seems like i am not fated to have miracles. lols. tough luck to me then.
now i am addicted to boys over flowers. cant deny that the drama is great with the plot, marvellous school( especially the school food buffet) and the funny squeaking of the girl's voice. however, in another way, it seemed so unrealistic. is it really that possible to win a person's heart no matter how good you look( the severely permed hair), the money? if yes then i pity those who are average-looking and poor. life is just so unfair, no matter how hard you work there is always something that you can't achieve because
you are you! and you are not someone else:( maybe that is why there are many backstabbers, for they could no longer tolerate what their life is going through which other's do not have to get through...saaaaaaaaaaaaaad
do you even exist?
@5:56 PM
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