Thursday, April 30, 2009
It never crossed my mind at all
That's what I tell myself
What we had has come and gone
You're better off with someone else
It's for the best, I know it is
But I see you
Sometimes I try to hide
What I feel inside
And I turn around
You're with him now
I just can't figure it out
Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you
(eh eh eh oh eh eh eh)
Not over you
(eh eh eh oh eh eh eh)
Memories
Supposed to fade
What's wrong with my heart?
Shake it off, let it go
Didn't think it be this hard
Should be strong
Moving on
But I see you
Sometimes I try to hide
What I feel inside
And I turn around
You're with him now
I just can't figure it out
Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you
Maybe I regret
Everything I said
No way to take it all back, yeah
Now I'm on my own
How I let you go
I'll never understand
I'll never understand
Yeah, oooh, oooh, oooh
Oooooooh
Oh
Ooooh, oh
Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you
Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
And I really don't know what to do
I'm just a little too not over you
(eh eh eh oh eh eh eh)
Not over you
(eh eh eh oh eh eh eh)
i cant help but agree with david. guess i know how he feels too...
@11:22 PM
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Saturday, April 25, 2009
@9:30 PM
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Friday, April 24, 2009
woots...just came back from physio and its the same old funny dodo doc. guess what? her name is megan li. that kind of made me laugh out loud. hahas. got hell lots of things to say but nvm. got to go celebrate daddy's bday. bye.
you make me smile again:)
@6:17 PM
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Friday, April 17, 2009
This week was unusually hectic! Was busy preparing to hand in tons of homework thanks to the mid-year exams, filing up all my files- bio was the worst and building up of the catapult. Today was the competition though. Gain lots of experience, had fun and made closer friends with the 4/8 people. Though we lost the 1st position by just a teeny weeny bit, but still we lost with pride and everything is fine now. at least my group got a 2nd:) really
have to thanks all the supporters for making the effort to support, scream and cheer for us! espescially the netballers and darren:) including those who wished us luck! love you guys! was indeed very touched! also the teachers for supporting and guiding us but apologies for not getting the trophy!
somehow, after shooting the catapult and my group was in top position, i was confident that we could clinched championship. but things turn out likewise. maybe its because of such experiences that always demoralises me, that i was wary of myself from being confident. the fear is there. i don't want and like the disappointing feeling. at least if i expected myself to do badly, maybe i won't be so upset?.................so how?
i wish this year would just fly past- too many unexpected hateful stuff
@9:19 PM
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Saturday, April 11, 2009
LIFE'S AMAZINGLY SMOOTH RECENTLY!nothing really bothered me much these days. just me and my great friends laughing and enjoying the time that is left before o levels reached us. though sometimes will think back on unpleasant things, but who cares, more pleasant things will be awaiting for me too... i guess. hahas. great thing is i saw the GD! GOSH! thought will never meet again. i was jumping with joy retardedly! so embarrassing. but who cares! saw zena's sally too. zena cant help but grin from ear to ear at how cute that sally is. dots! so her. gleeing away.
went to celebrate ah ma's birthday yesterday. my aunties and uncle were all:" oh my this year o levels... must study hard! not easy le. blablablublu!" DUH! of course i know its not easy. if easy i don;t even need to go to school to study. they were also warning me not to be as
CHEAP as those girls out there giving their wealth and body to any guys they like. i so agree. and i am not dumb till that extend! bimbotic, brainless girls are definitely giving their body away! and our school not surprisingly got a gang of girls or more specifically a
pile of cowdung doing that. how uncivilised! so not clean to our eyes. (shake head shake head) eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeyerh! what is the world coming to man!
is it fate if we meet again?
@2:32 PM
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Monday, April 6, 2009
I went to visit my paternal grandfather yesterday. Like the old usual gathering where all the grandchildren will hang around and talk about everything. From studies to who grew thinner, with the adults preparing the joss sticks and papers for the burning. After that we all gathered to enjoy the food and talk. They were all touching me all over. From my chubby cheeks, to my arms and then to my tummy asking-“you on diet ah?” My standard reply, “I am still very fat.” Hahas. And all were asking me which school am I aiming to go? Is it very stressed? Why I so much white hair? Blablablublu…
Today however is a pathetic day for me- with my super running nose and a terrible sore throat that was drastically killing me! That’s not really the main point though. Worst part was having 4 pairs of eyes starting at me as the doctor was examining my poor knees! And the doctor spent more then ½ hours staring at my legs! Then proceed on with the 15 minutes of exercise which the 4 pairs of eyes not leaving me! One of the young lady trainee kept controlling herself to laugh from the awkward atmosphere. But being me, I just laugh out loud and we 2 ended up laughing as though we were friends! Just can’t help it. We ended up talking about the exercise which was not very exciting though. She was friendly, but the colleague he was
practically CRAPPY!
Doc asked: what can you see from her legs?
He: flat foot
Doc: other than that?
He: unstable feet
Doc: ok… I know. Still flat feet
He: got some (I don’t know what he say) structure
Doc: yea…flat feet. Anything else?
He: *pondering* ugly feet…MY GOSH! I REALLY WISHED MY FEET STINKS AND WOULD JUST KICK HIM RIGHT SMACK ON THE FACE! SO ASS.
are all guys like that? if yes then i think all man has extinct!
now i take faster to clean my eyes:)i hope and pray that it continues with no change...and i realise you are not that good after all
@9:35 PM
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Thursday, April 2, 2009
errrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrh! super tired. just reach home after my last competition of my netball life in PRCS! so sad. we are bound to get 4th place for every competition! maybe next time? a gold or silver? but don't intend to continue netball anymore, want to try other sports. but maybe i will end up being an umpire or coach? hard to say. just have this super strong passion for sports! because no matter what, sports won't disappoint or betray me in any ways:) somehow,i already miss playing, laughing and training with my teammates of 4 years! will never forget our teamwork and effort in every game and training we put in. thanks a lot to them, i learned many things too. without their bully, insults and comments i would not be what i am now:)
THANKS GUYS! WILL NEVER FORGET YOUR HELP AND SUPPORT IN SO MANY WAYS! :)anyway, a miracle happened today! 4/9 had more then 5 periods free! GOSH! unbelievable.
friends will always be friends, no matter how much you hurt me
@7:56 PM
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ahh...they squash me
