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Sunday, March 29, 2009

last night went to lydia's party. wonder if she likes our present. hahas. took quite long to choose. sometimes just so hard to buy a gift for a gal! anyway, maybe because i suck at that. and sorry to hetty and marinah! for being late. and thanks to yi sheng and tengping's music for the background!:) anyway. lydia lied that i was her bf and i had to act like 1 to entertain her cousins. hahas. but still we let the goose out by calling eunice instead of eugene so many times. went to meet daddy after that. dicussed what i did at the party:) he seemed more caring and concern now. just that i can't stand his hot-temper! don't want to get influence by him! hope i won change in anyway then... bye



lifes so hard to lead by

@2:37 PM
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Saturday, March 28, 2009

life in school for this week is smooth. two ways to describe: retarded and maybe the other is more retarded!

retarded:
i found out some unexpected things!!! some lame bullshit asshole immature guys hid my water bottle and watch just to take revenge?! how stupid can it be?! if you think you are very great and know the actual truth, then why not confront me instead? better, if you want to beat me up. have not get into a fight for very long! do not think just because you steal my things and i will kneel down and beg you to forgive me! how retarded can it be? what you doing is practically so obvious, the whole world knows dumbass! if you have the brains in the 1st place you will use at least a teeny weeny bit of common sense!


more retarded:

"I AM A CHANGED MAN!"
WOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOO:)LOLS! -so changed( from a 1/2 male to a full man)-
this made me and hetty laugh our ass out. hahas. how retarded can it be? to the max i guess.

dedicated to this friend of mine: we are fated to end up like this. this is our life, so we have to continue on with it. we can't turn back time to amends those mistakes that we had done to cause them to leave. though we may not have made any mistakes, it is still something we can't do and that is to let things rightfully ours be ours forever. do not worry too much. i am also here suffering with you. lets forget the past and move on? i hate to say this but... anyway, we really can't give up on our life because of them. its not worth it to be sad for them. they do not deserve it. its time to let go.






friendship should not be that fragile

@1:12 PM
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Sunday, March 22, 2009

empty. i just can't help it. but why? why can't i just have things i want:( what have i done to not deserve? can someone please tell me. the feeling is hurtful. such an agony. am i evil? did i committ anything bad? must things just be seen from the surface view? i hope to live life again. but my soul just seem dead. not there in my body anymore. gone to heaven already i guess. sometimes i really felt like breaking down into tears. why must things turn out like this when everything was once so peaceful? the happiness was once carved nicely onto my heart. but all that it is left is an on-going fresh deep bleeding wound followed by an ugly scar.


to that ass... i don't see why i should give you another chance and trust you, ever since what you did to me. i will never forget. impossible. i am just disgusted by you.

loneliness is killing me

@4:23 PM
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Friday, March 20, 2009

yesterday yesterday was great. had RACHEAL LEONG to be our actress:) shes oh my super cute! will post her pictures someday, i guess. hahas. thanks to zena, managed to click with her too. am a total idiot in handling kids! but that same day dirtied my eyes a few times!ERRRRRRRRRRH! nvm... yesterday was fun during netball. was hyper, no idea why. but guess it was jomanda's clip that lead to my random femininess. wahahas. today went to school the whole day for the geog project! i am dead beat now...sian, dirty my eye once. anyway, really a million thanks to thomas for helping us! so nice of him. after hearing your words: ''the fact that you get angry or feel disgusted means you still care. so you should not bother.'' i agree. angry? no way am i now. wasting my energy for someones whom is so not worth it. so why bother?! digusted? i just cant help it at the sight of you. it seriously just make me wonder. why on earth such people existed? is it to make us humans life more amusing for we got more things to gossip? maybe to practice our citicism skill? i guess so. life is so full of the unxpected. thats why don't hope for the expected, things will turn out opposite. hope for the unexpected instead:)
forget it... no idea what i am saying. hahas. see ya.



am i seriously that bad? or is it just you?

@9:20 PM
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Tuesday, March 17, 2009

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! i am sixteen already! so fast. guess the next big thing in my life that will fly past me would be the os. so boring. can't wait to hurry graduate, find a job. at the same time relax and enjoy life to the fullest:) but i wish that i would still be able to stay contact with all my dear friends! I LOVE THEM TO THE MAX! they gave me such a memorable birthday- crumpler! nike bottle! cards! oreo! so bloody touched!:) also not missing the salute and birthday song from the NCCs cadets! thomas too for the mango cake. wahahas. thank you guys for making me feel like my old blablablublu self all over again. being there for me whenever i need you[esp: hetty, wadeva and zena]. had so many bad memories of the past, but you guys made me feel that those does not exist at all, not even a teeny weeny bit. though sometimes thinking of them will dampen my spirits, but at the thought of you guys, those bad experiences were fully covered and hidden at the back of my mind all over again. thus someday it will be sooooooooo fully hidden with the help of my friends till i lose memory of it! great isn't? hahas.




WAIT! to this 2-face ass: so what if you are good-looking? you think i bloody care? please i don't even bother looking at you for a second, so how good-looking can you actually be? guess maybe you should spend more time polishing your pea brain.


woots! friends forever:]

@5:08 PM
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Thursday, March 12, 2009

should i be happy or glad? managed to clinch a pathetic 4th again! but at least get something right? but its my last year, i want to achieve more and something different! anyway, all is over. now my life is all starting afresh. people have been talking to me. advising. yes, i cannot let this affect me. you are so not worth my o levels too! so, am really gonna study hard. nationals? forget it, don't think we can make it too. but still enjoy netball as it help me forget all my worries!

to my friends!
thanks to you people. i realise that nothing last forever. friendship? yes. but it depends. only friendship with some people do last. you guys also made me realise that actually without friends life can be a total boredom. even when my friend is sick or unwell, i feel empty and lonely too. no1 to laugh and crack jokes with. so my friends you guys must stay strong and laugh with me ok?:) friendship takes time to built but takes faster than anything to destroy. i treasure friendship. though you criticise, insult or scold me... i still treat you as a friend. forgiving? yes i am. but forgetting is hard. but i will try...but still wanna say thanks for helping me whenever i need you guys.




i wanna be the old blablablublu again! :)

@9:13 PM
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Friday, March 6, 2009

woots... went to swensens for lunch and ice cream rewarded to us by our coach for getting into semi-finals. now need aim for monday[semi-final with tkgs!] and get top 2! now i am praying hard:) anyway,think i get fatter too, thanks to the swensen meal! i ate salmon mushroom bake rice. the last time i ate it was when i was in sec 2 at changi airport with ... furthermore it reminds me of... so irritating. but anyway, its forgotten already. the sight of you now just disgust and irritate me more. how great are you actually?

anyway listen carefully, shut your big mouth up if you don't know anything. so what if you have the ego and pride. i don't give a damn.



two-face bitch and ass

@9:04 PM
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Thursday, March 5, 2009

so bored these days. nothing much to do except for more and more hw. sian. my life so boring. but at least more carefree now. more time to sleep and play around. haha. actually thinking of it, its not that bad like what i expect. more time for friends, spend less $ on handphone bills and gifts, get less scoldings and insults, don have to face your bloody attitude and temper then after that realise i was being made use of! BLOODY ASSHOLE! in 1st place should have thought of how low-standard you are. downgrading yourself that much! unbelievable. so bimbotic! wahahas! anyway luckily i did not give up netball just like this. at least netball will always be there and not become some lowly thing! ok, today i am evil!



i am so forgetting you,thing! woohoo:)
disgusted by your every move...

@9:32 PM
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Sunday, March 1, 2009

went for NUS geography challenge. ruin the whole MCQ paper instead. hahas. know not even a single thing. terrible. went for tuition then off to buy my pants and after to mm's chalet. zena's grandma believed that i was her bf when we lied to her, cant see through the tiny weeny girliness in me i guess. hahas. even asked me be her grandchild! unbelievable. spend most of my time eating and thinking about some wishes i hope to have it fufill that was already promised to me eg: having a chalet together. seems like its totally impossible now. this thoughts are all driving me nuts! its killing the hell out of me. is it ok for me to change my soul in return for happiness? how i wish!:( anyway, went bowling and had to go quite soon. mm was upset(to mm): really SORRY! did not mean to. mum was scolding me. but was totally obsess with her new pink zen moziac mp4, till do not even know i came home. weird person. mum's scolding me for my addiction to blogging...bye


behind those hazel big eyes are my paradise

@12:36 AM
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